D. Neil’s story is one of profound transformation, steeped in resilience, self-discovery, and spiritual awakening. Born in 1960 as the youngest of six children, Neil’s early life was marked by loss and independence. His father passed away just a month after Neil turned five, leaving his mother to work tirelessly to provide for the family. Growing up in the 60s, Neil, like many of his generation, navigated a world of limited supervision, relying heavily on self-discovery and external exploration.
From Lost Beginnings to Professional Milestones
After graduating high school feeling adrift, Neil made a life-changing decision at 20 to pursue engineering. He earned an engineering degree from the University of British Columbia and later, in his mid-30s, achieved an MBA. Despite his academic and professional successes, managing projects for major firms and a Crown corporation in British Columbia, Neil felt an enduring disconnect.
“I felt like I was always trying to be someone I wasn’t, always trying to please others,” he reflects. This pattern of seeking external validation sowed seeds of dissatisfaction, despite outward achievements.
The Spiritual Spark: A Lifeline in Dark Times
In the 1990s, Neil began exploring spirituality through books by Wayne Dyer, Carolyn Myss, and others. Though these teachings resonated, Neil struggled to integrate them into his life meaningfully. By 2002, he had founded a consulting firm and built a stunning waterfront home with his second wife. Yet, the financial pressures of maintaining their idyllic life took a toll.
Over 13 years, Neil worked relentlessly, often commuting four hours between their home and the city. Slowly, a deep depression set in, unnoticed by those around him. By 2015, Neil found himself in a dark, despondent state, contemplating suicide as he felt increasingly trapped by his circumstances.
Then, in a seemingly serendipitous moment in 2017, just before taking irreversible steps, Neil encountered information that promised liberation through a combination of science and meditation. Desperate for relief, he decided to give it a try, holding onto a fragile sliver of hope.
Meditation as a Path to Transformation
Neil’s journey into meditation began modestly—20 to 30 minutes daily. Over time, it evolved into a 90-minute practice that became the foundation of his awakening. Subtle yet profound changes emerged. Initially, Neil experienced a tingling sensation at the top of his head, which grew into an energetic flow coursing through his body. This energy became an undeniable presence during his meditations, marking the beginning of his spiritual transformation.
Thirteen months into this practice, Neil had two extraordinary meditative experiences. In an instant, he felt completely enveloped by unconditional love, as though submerged in an ocean of divine peace. Every worry, pain, and resentment dissolved in the face of this profound connection. These moments solidified Neil’s understanding that this path was guiding him back to his true self.
The Aftermath of Awakening: Sharing the Journey
Neil kept his transformation private for years, seeking to anchor himself in this newfound awareness. As his understanding deepened, he felt compelled to share his experience. He authored a book, aiming to provide others with a roadmap to spiritual awakening.
“This process brought me back to our truth, to who we really are,” Neil explains. “If just one person reads my book and resonates with it, then I’ve achieved my purpose.”
Neil’s journey didn’t end with awakening. He began exploring other spiritual practices, such as channeling and energy healing, each deepening his connection to what he calls “Christ consciousness” or the divine within us all. Today, Neil views life’s challenges as distractions of the ego, emphasizing that true fulfillment comes from merging with God-consciousness.
Lessons for a Collective Shift
As Neil’s story illustrates, the journey of awakening is deeply personal yet universally transformative. His experiences echo a broader call for humanity to rise above material distractions and embrace their spiritual essence. In his words: “When you change your beliefs, your whole life changes.”
Neil’s message is especially timely as the world undergoes rapid shifts in consciousness. “We are in the midst of a planetary transformation,” he says. “Now is the time to choose—embrace love, peace, and happiness, or remain in duality.”
For Neil, awakening is not just a personal journey but a collective invitation. His life serves as a beacon for those seeking to transcend fear, embrace faith, and discover the boundless peace that lies within.
Embracing the Call
Neil’s story is a reminder that even in the darkest moments, hope and transformation are possible. Whether through meditation, spiritual exploration, or simply taking that first step toward change, his journey inspires us to reconnect with our true selves. As Neil emphasizes, “When you know, you know.”
And it is in that knowing that true freedom lies.