What Spirit Wants You to Know When Life Feels Uncertain

KATHLEEN: Hello everyone and welcome to the Journey of an Awakening Spirit. This is Kathleen Flanagan, your host, and we're streaming on the Bold Brave TV Network. This space was created to remind you that you are not alone and no matter what your past looks like or what you're feeling today, you hold the power to shift your life.

KATHLEEN: We've all walked through pain, loss, betrayal, loneliness, frustration, and hopelessness, but your story doesn't end there. This show is about turning those dark moments into dawn. It's about rediscovering the truth of who you are beneath the pressure, performance, and expectations.

KATHLEEN: Perhaps you sat quietly listening to what lights your soul on fire only to be met with fear, guilt, shame, or frustration. You try to push yourself through old stories and whispers that you're not enough. And just like that, you freeze. You've read the books, gone to the workshops, implemented the strategies.

KATHLEEN: But something still feels off. That cycle of hope followed by disappointment keeps repeating and the voice inside says, maybe this is all there is. As a certified transformational coach and the creator of the Soul Journey program, I help you to reconnect with your authentic self and align with your soul vision.

KATHLEEN: I give you the tools to remember who you really are, powerful, worthy, and whole. Each week on this show, we begin with the sound of the Tuning Forks to bring in the energies of love, happiness, and balance, setting the tone for the deep healing and soulful conversations. So let's begin.

KATHLEEN: If life feels uncertain right now, this message is for you.

KATHLEEN: Life is whispering and are you listening?

KATHLEEN: What I want to really share with you today is a lot of things are changing and happening. And what I discovered last night in today mainly is There was an opening, there's a shift, something's happening. I'm right in the middle of it as we're speaking on the show right now. I have been feeling like I'm displaced almost, that I'm unsure of where I'm going, what I'm doing, why I'm here, even though I know why I'm here.

KATHLEEN: There's also, and then there's the race mind, the three-dimensional world, living in two worlds. So on and so forth. I think the biggest part that's really hitting me right now with what's going on in this situation is where do I fit in and where do I really belong? How do I bring in two worlds?

KATHLEEN: I have come to the conclusion that I also want to be in the fifth dimension and the third dimension is really hard for me to be in right now. And there were a couple of things that happened. And feeling like I'm not sure where I belong. And then feeling like, well, I'm not making enough money.

KATHLEEN: I'm freaking out. I have all these business jobs that are coming up. We got three more jobs today. Spirit has taken me to a whole new level of trust and surrender. I realized the definitions that I'm supposed to write about or bring about of what the words really mean.

KATHLEEN: I'm understanding that I am actually walking through that right now. I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday about a lot of different things that were just happening and going on. And we ended up talking about the element of me being the doorway. And there were some interesting messages that came in because of that doorway.

KATHLEEN: I brought all this in, started in probably 2008 when I started anchoring it in, but I was made aware of it probably when I was around 40, 42, somewhere in there. And so more clarity is coming in around it. So as we spent... Hours, and I mean hours, on the phone talking about a lot of different things and where do I belong.

KATHLEEN: And this all stemmed from the tears that I shed last Tuesday about my father. And it wasn't that I was crying for him. It was the release and the freedom, the untethering, the termination of contracts that they're finally over.

KATHLEEN: And then understanding Like, why am I constantly being asked to wait and hold back and so on and so forth? Spirit tells you, well, just hold on. Everything's fine. And you're just like, yeah, but who's paying the mortgage? And it's the typical 3D world and mind ego stuff that we always constantly battle. I trust and I say, okay, I'll wait.

KATHLEEN: I'll trust. I'll wait. I'll trust. I'll wait. I'll trust. And I did. Now, I also had an issue with my vehicle that... I thought I blew the gasket on my exhaust system because it's really loud and not sure what's going on. I'm supposed to be heading up to Wyoming next week for a month doing a job.

KATHLEEN: And so I finally, it was like, I have to take it in. There's just no, there's no getting around it. I have to take it in. I'm thinking I got a $5,000 bill because that truck usually costs me $5,000 every time I take it in for whatever I'm taking it in for. And the gentleman sends me what's wrong with the vehicle.

KATHLEEN: And this cost me $200. And I was shocked. I was like, thank you. Thank you. Thank you. And he, and I got a feeling about my brakes and he said, well, we recommend that you do a brake flush because you know, the fluid's low, blah, blah, blah, kind of thing. I said, okay, do it. So for $398, I got my truck fixed and I was happy.

KATHLEEN: You can't understand the relief that I felt with that. And what was interesting is like, Two days before I took the vehicle in, I got a $300 order. So that was like, oh my God. So that got paid for. Then yesterday, all this money came into Abby again.

KATHLEEN: I always find it interesting that when we have people that seem to be paying slow, all of a sudden all the money comes up. And it's always when I'm the most worried about monies, where I'm feeling insecure, uncertain, where do I belong? What's going on? And all I hear is trust, trust, trust. You're fine. You're fine. You're fine. And you're like, okay, if you say so.

KATHLEEN: And the reason I can say all this is because I'm watching, reflecting, and I'm standing off the stage and I'm doing what I can to understand what's happening. Because when I realized that when my father passed and when I finally shed the tears, I was beginning to wonder, well, am I ever going to have the life and the dreams that I have?

KATHLEEN: Am striving for? And the answer today came in and it was, yes, you will. And last week, I didn't think it was possible. And now I know it's possible. I navigated through the uncertainty of where do I belong in the world? Because I feel like my mission is to help people on this earth and to help them ascend.

KATHLEEN: And in the process of this ascension, what I'm also learned, and I was taught this, I was shown this again around 42 and I didn't understand it fully, but I put it in the back of my mind thinking, okay, it's going to come up and I'll eventually know what's happening. So that information came in even more again about the doorway and that I am the doorway.

KATHLEEN: I'm going to share a little bit of what this was because this is so profound and I know... Maybe you guys may not fully comprehend it and that's okay. It's just something to let it warm its way into your consciousness. So as the doorway, I am not. Egotistical. This has nothing to do with ego or anything in this.

KATHLEEN: I'm the doorway to help people go into this ascension process. Well, through this ascension, what I discovered is most people, there are two doorways. Okay. There are two. One, you stay on the karmic wheel. This is Felix. He has to be on the show today.

KATHLEEN: You have to be, you keep going back because if your contracts aren't done and you haven't done the deep work to break the contracts and resolve all of your karma to the best of your ability in a particular lifetime, you're going to go back. The best way to make sure that that's not happening for you is forgiveness. Really forgive whatever it is.

KATHLEEN: If it takes a lifetime, it doesn't matter, but really work on that forgiveness because you come back because you haven't let go. If you can forgive and let go, then that'll happen. But on the second doorway, and this is what came in yesterday and this morning, was the second doorway is what takes you into the ascension process.

KATHLEEN: Now, I'm going to be creating a program or how to release the tethers because we have to actually get the tethers out of us, both on their end and our end. And that's the first phase. And then there's another phase where we break, where we're releasing the contracts from. When we were on other planets doing what we were doing.

KATHLEEN: So as we evolve through this earthly school, we go to the next school, like we're going to college, but then we become kindergarten in the fifth dimensional world. And then we go up into, and then we start going through the school process and then you go in. So you're actually becoming like a PhD in whatever this embodiment thing is.

KATHLEEN: So the second doorway is that, and, and What came up was my mother, who was in a very dark place, and I didn't know if she was going to find her way back to the light, because if she didn't, she would have been destroyed. That is really a very valid thing. This is very real of what's going to happen if we don't start working through our stuff.

KATHLEEN: When she came back, before I moved up here, she was all smiley, bright, and happy, and it was bright in this dream. It was beautiful blue sky sunshine. It was real. I mean, this was one of those very lucid dreams. And she was like, hi, I'm just here to say I'm okay. How are you doing? I'm you can't come in. I was very upset that she showed up. And I was also like, you're not coming back in.

KATHLEEN: We're done. And when I was talking to this friend of mine yesterday, she was saying, Spirit kept knocking on her door saying, you know, you really got to tell her this. And she's like, I will, but we're not there. So they wouldn't let her forget it. And she said, well, your mother was trying to go through the doorway. She was trying to come into my house and you said no.

KATHLEEN: Well, what else came out of that was when I said no to her and what Spirit shared with me this morning is as physical beings, it was like she was too new in where she was and that she could have a relapse. And it's like how we have people that are addicted to whatever it is, pornography, drugs, alcohol, whatever the addiction is.

KATHLEEN: If your desire isn't strong enough to overcome the weaknesses and the pleasures of the body, you will relapse. And so that's where my mother is. And my mother is still very tethered to my father and she's going to help him try to find his way back to the light. And they still have a lot of work to do on this wherever, however they... It is for them.

KATHLEEN: They have a lot of work to do. So she wasn't welcome. She wasn't ready. Even though she appeared ready, she wasn't ready. I could see it and I can feel it. The other thing that went on with that is realizing that because we are addicted to the pleasures of the body, I also realized that going through that second door in the ascension, we don't have to die.

KATHLEEN: Now I've known this, but it came. Crystal clear that we really don't have to die through the ascension process. If we release the darkness, the traumas, the contracts, all of the things, people holding us back, we holding ourselves back, we release that.

KATHLEEN: I have a program that I started again in 2008 that is like, I got even more clarity on it today and yesterday is that we do that. Then we can actually ascend with our physical bodies. Now, when those people don't realize that we can ascend that way, but we can. I mean, if you think about it, they claim that the Virgin Mary ascended in full embodiment. She didn't die.

KATHLEEN: Jesus died, but they claim that Mary, Mother Mary did not die. She ascended in full embodiment. So that's kind of where we're looking at possibly going. And for some reason I have been chosen, obviously by myself and by the other powers to be, that I'm going to be taking people through this. And with that, we're going to take a quick commercial break.

KATHLEEN: Welcome back, everyone, to the Journey of an Awakening Spirit. This is Kathleen Flanagan, your host, and we're streaming on the Bold Brave TV Network.

KATHLEEN: The one thing, there are three things that Spirit wants you to remember.

KATHLEEN: I'll tell you what all that is in a minute. The one thing for sure is you want to make sure that you keep moving forward. You're not alone. You are never alone in this journey. Even if you feel alone and isolated, you're not.

KATHLEEN: Because when I was thinking about that I wasn't supposed to do anything, I'm... Five and a half months into this year. And the way this year is unfolding is not what I expected at all, but yet it's unfolding in one of the most beautiful ways that I can imagine.

KATHLEEN: And because I'm trusting Spirit, it's happening. Now, I've also noticed that when things are going on around you or within your body, it's about trusting that everything's okay. I'm going to tell you what happened. Because this isn't always easy for me either.

KATHLEEN: So when I made breakfast this morning and all this stuff that I just went on about my mom and that what we have to do, what the sound therapy does, is that it helps to unlock what you're holding onto because we stuff everything into our bodies. And most of the stuff that we... Hide is within the sexual centers of our bodies because we know nobody's going to go there, or at least we think that. So that's the first thing.

KATHLEEN: Then the next thing that came in was movement, like dance movement. And what it is, is movement, when you're moving, you're moving the energy and that starts to release whatever's locked inside your body. So there's a movement that I'm going to be teaching people and how to release on a very deep level. And it's not like you have to refill whatever this stuff is that you went through. It's just a release.

KATHLEEN: Then the crystals that I work with will take whatever that angst, that garbage, the...

KATHLEEN: Pain, the suffering, whatever your thought forms, whatever that is, the crystals will remove it from the body. And then the essential oils come in to start the healing and elevate you to that next frequency. And that was very powerful to learn last night and this morning.

KATHLEEN: So this morning, and this is how beautiful Spirit works. I'm sitting there eating breakfast and I look up and there's two pigeons, not pigeons, doves. I look up and I'm like, what is he doing to her? And I'm like, oh. They're mating. I was like, whoa, okay, I got that.

KATHLEEN: Body-mind connection, Spirit-body, there was this melding of conscious-subconscious, third to fifth dimensional energies. There was a melding because that's what the intercourse is. It's that copulation, it's merging. I'm bringing both all of me in because there also felt like there was somewhat of a disconnect going on. Then...

KATHLEEN: I'm going to pick up my truck and there's an eagle flying overhead. Now I have to look at animal speaks to really get the full meaning of the eagle. But what I do know is that the eagle can soar real high and they can dial in and see what's way down there to capture whatever they're going to eat or whatever it is.

KATHLEEN: So there's this freedom of this magnificent bird that's out there doing its thing and his Spirit's like saying, okay, you're right. On the right path with this. I'm like, okay. So then I go to the grocery store and on the way, once I'm putting the groceries into my car, all of a sudden I get lambasted with this energy that went straight into my stomach.

KATHLEEN: I'm like, oh my God, what is going on? I got incredibly hot. I got lightheaded. I thought I was going to faint. And it's like, okay, buddy, we got to get home. We got to get home. Let me get this in the car. And we got to get home. I held my stomach all the way home. And then it subsided.

KATHLEEN: I managed to get everything in the house. And then it was like, okay, something's wrong. I had to lay down. And then, of course, I lay down. And my cats come along to me. And they come in and they start just laying there. And they're like holding the space. I'm like feeling like, whoa. And now I'm freezing.

KATHLEEN: I knew that this was some sort of a healing. I wouldn't say it a crisis because it didn't feel like a crisis, but it was a healing that was going on. I thought I've got to get up and get the frozen foods, at least in the refrigerator, because things could start defrosting. I didn't want to do that. And I did.

KATHLEEN: And then all of a sudden I had to rush to the bathroom because whatever this is, it's very painful. That's wanting to come out. I went to the bathroom and then it's like, oh my God. I am still really lightheaded. I laid down again and then the other cat came in to take care of me.

KATHLEEN: I'm thinking, I got 10 minutes before this show. It's like, buddy, Spirit, you got to get me ready for this show because I don't feel like I am really handling any of this very well. I knew that I would be here. I knew I would show up. I knew Spirit would take care of me and they did. But I want all of you guys to really understand.

KATHLEEN: That when things like this are happening, it's not like you're being punished. There's nothing wrong with you during this period. This is a part of what the releasing is. And that's something else that people don't because we don't want to feel icky. We don't want to have these experiences and sensations in the body because it scares us.

KATHLEEN: And there's nothing to be afraid. It's that I opened a door when I was talking with Ashley. It was like we both opened this door and we both like we're supporting each other and helping each other and navigating together through this.

KATHLEEN: I said I think the next time we have a conversation and she said, we better have our notepads and pens together and take notes because there was so much information that's been coming down. Even she's been downloaded all day about women because she's saying that a lot of women. Are feeling very dense and heavy in their bodies right now.

KATHLEEN: I'm sitting here going, I have felt so bloated for so long. And all of a sudden it's like this bloat's going. And she said, well, what if that's the protection that you had to have? And now that your father's passed and that threat is gone, that all of a sudden that bloating is gone, that protection mechanism. And of course it's in the stomach area.

KATHLEEN: It's in the solar plexus, my power centers. I didn't feel confident enough to move forward because I was always felt like I was still looking over my shoulder. Now, my Spirit knew where my father was at. And knew that he was probably getting close to death, even if I didn't know, they knew.

KATHLEEN: So when that's going on, I'm sitting here going, okay, well, that makes sense. And then when I'm talking about the Mediterranean diet, there's also that because now I'm eating differently, my energy is changing, the frequency of the food is different.

KATHLEEN: And all of that's playing a part. And most of us are so unconscious that we don't see this. Now, when Michael was taking me to get my car, we're on I-25 and I'm sitting here hanging on for dear life and he's noticing I'm freaking out and I'm apologizing because I'm not meaning to freak out on him.

KATHLEEN: I'm just feeling like all this energy and I realized that the vibration that I was in was not 3D dimensional energy and it was too much because I hadn't anchored and brought my energy frequencies down to deal with 3D. Now, right before that.

KATHLEEN: The other thing that I realized is I forgot to pay my payroll taxes. Now that I had payroll taxes, I needed to file the forms. I'm three weeks late on filing my tax returns for payroll. And I'm like, whoa, where have I been? Because I don't forget that stuff.

KATHLEEN: I realize when I'm in a fifth dimensional energy, 3D goes by the wayside. So it's like, okay, you're going to either have a VA who... Can keep you on track with 3D stuff so you can go out and live in the ethers, or you're going to learn how to live in both worlds.

KATHLEEN: Now, I came to the conclusion that I don't know if I can live in both worlds simultaneously because they're so different. Now, that may not be true, but I don't know yet. Now, Jesus probably lived in there because he was an enlightened being, but he still dealt with 3D stuff.

KATHLEEN: I don't know. I'm learning people. I'm learning. I came to the realization with all of this, that I just need to relax into it. Spirit said that all of this is coming forward. And, but it's not the time yet. I mean, we are getting closer and closer. And when I was talking to Ashley, she said, there's going to be something that's going to happen.

KATHLEEN: That's going to wake everybody up to a degree that they're going to, there's going to be such a shift. Now I believe that. And I've always believed that. But what I picked up when she said it was something different, that it's more of a, I don't know if it's a darker energy or if it's something that's going to happen politically or in another country.

KATHLEEN: I can't tell you, but I just know that it's going to be so monumental that if you're meant to wake up and do something to help the inhabitants. Navigate through whatever is coming, then this is your time to really finish working through whatever it is.

KATHLEEN: I know with the breaking up of my father and releasing of the tethering of him, it's not time yet, but I'm close because they're going to give me an actual procedure in how to do that. I am completely free of my parents and my family and anybody else that I was tethered to at one time, or they may still be tethered to me.

KATHLEEN: It doesn't matter if they're dead or alive. I'm going to break all chains and break all contracts that all of that is over. Now I've said my entire life that this is my last lifetime. And I'm beginning to understand why I have said that because of the deep, profound, painful work that I have done in my life.

KATHLEEN: I'm telling you, it sucks to do this work. I guarantee you it's worth every bit of what you do because when you do that, Spirit starts coming towards you in a way that you don't realize. It's pushing you beyond what you know what your 3D limits are and you find that part of you.

KATHLEEN: I know what surrender is and I'm learning that I don't know what surrender is at the same time. I've mastered. Part of surrender, but I'm going into a whole new level that the definitions that we have are very shallow and we're going deeper. I have said this in the past, 3D world, we are in our heads.

KATHLEEN: You go into higher vibrations, it's in your heart. If the heart doesn't open and you heal your body, you're not going to ascend. You're not going to move up until you start releasing as much of the garbage as you can release. And the best way to do that is to be present now. And with that, we're going to go ahead and take a quick commercial break.

KATHLEEN: Welcome back everyone to the journey of an awakening Spirit. This is Kathleen Flanagan, your host, and we're streaming on the Bold, Brave TV Network. And in this segment, I want to talk about how to hear Spirit clearly.

KATHLEEN: It's being quiet. It's being still. It's listening and it's asking. The right questions.

KATHLEEN: Five and a half months, I have been going out in the world, coming back, going out, coming back, going out, coming back. I'm always reflecting. I'm always going back. Okay. What was this about? Some of the other things that what I was looking at and realizing, because I think it was the end of March when I was doing, I was at Books And Business.

KATHLEEN: I saw the side view of me on the stage and I'm like, oh my God, what is going on with my stomach? Because it seems so huge. I came back and I had to reflect on when I went to Kansas and when I went to Books And Business and I said the people that I'm aligned with are my people, but their organizations aren't that.

KATHLEEN: But it's more than that. It was more than that. I just had to sit with it and just feel what that was or ask a different type of question. Question, like, what is it that you want me to learn from this?

KATHLEEN: And some of the things that I've been trying to do, Spirit basically said, you cannot bring these two together. That's not possible to do this. And because of that, things started to change. I started asking different questions.

KATHLEEN: Like with the whole thing with the show, because I do the show and I put it up on my YouTube channel and then I have Bold Brave TV. That's up on the shows on Brave TV. I actually asked ChatGPT if I was competing with myself and it said yes. I thought that was so funny. I'm doing things differently.

KATHLEEN: Like I'm going to do on my channel, I'm going to still take the show, but I'm going to break it into 15 minute segments. I'm going to drive people to each of the 10 to 15 minute segments and then drive them back to Bold Brave TV. So that way there's this whole series of things to where I feel like I'm doing more of what I need to do.

KATHLEEN: And it. When I was putting this show together, one of the other things that came up to me that I wanted to do was a light activation guide. Because a lot of times I think we get lost and confused is like, well, how do we activate this? Because I know sometimes I feel like I don't know how to activate. Like I know that I'm in this place, but I feel like I don't activate it.

KATHLEEN: I keep repeating over and over and over the same things, breathing, journaling. Meditation, gratitude. Those are the things that start to help you activate. Now I put this, and it's free. All you have to do, I'm going to put a link in the show notes, and all you have to do is put in your email address and it'll automatically be downloaded. And it's a really cool little thing where there's a mandala that you can color.

KATHLEEN: There's things to do. There's all sorts of little things that help you to just keep moving forward. And this helps you to stay present because it's in the present that you get messages. Nature is talking to us all the time. So when I told you about the doves mating and seeing the eagle, those are messages from the creator. They really are. And because I was open to it and aware of it, I think that's why this energy hit me.

KATHLEEN: I mean, it was straight down and I felt everything activate in my body to the point that it's so much, but what I also realized that it was pushing out the density and the darkness that my father and mother had on me. But mainly my father, because he had put the darkness on an inside. When I said there was that dark cloud swirling around, that was my father.

KATHLEEN: He had put that on me so I couldn't see my light. Now I know I've been slimed in the past and I got the slime off so I could be seen. But it was also, again, it was another protection mechanism. So when we take, when we start looking at that, and you're not crazy, trust me, you're not crazy. I know I'm, people think I'm crazy and sometimes I think I'm crazy, but see, I know and you know.

KATHLEEN: And what a friend of mine said last week, you know more than you think.

KATHLEEN: Because what's up here. Is not knowingness. It's logic. What you know is in your heart. I know this to be true. And so when you find people who understand you, who can talk about the crazy that you think you're crazy about, what happens is magical. Again, I say that word a lot because it is magic. There's no way we can ever create the magic. That Spirit creates for us.

KATHLEEN: We don't have that capability to do that. So when we are being taught, asked to wait, it's because Spirit is lining everything up.

KATHLEEN: It's a hard place to be. I'm the first one to admit that I hate that place. I'm the first one that gets cranky about that place. And I'm also the first one to say, okay, I'll surrender.

KATHLEEN: I may grumble, but I will surrender and I will just observe and do whatever it is I have to do. So what do I do? I create content. I create content for the show. I create content for my businesses. I started writing the fourth book again. It was like, because of all this, because I'm like, why am I not writing?

KATHLEEN: Because I felt like I had a writer's I didn't. But they weren't sharing it because it was my time to integrate. I needed to have all these things happen. I needed to observe where I was and I needed to start changing the questions around.

KATHLEEN: And so when my father died, because they were asking, I needed to not be doing all this stuff when my father passed, because this is complicated. I think it was yesterday I woke up and I'm like, oh, everything's fine. And then it was like, I'm so depressed. I'm thinking, why are you depressed? I thought, oh my God, I'm not done with the grieving.

KATHLEEN: And yet I am. I also woke up yesterday morning with like things for the blends. I have a lot of special blends, unique blends that I created pretty much in 1995 for the time that we are in today. I mean, can you imagine 30 years later? I'm wow.

KATHLEEN: Anyways. I realized I'm going to do a little short videos to explain what these blends actually are. And Shakina is one of them that came up and Shekina actually told me who she is the way she wants me to describe her to the world.

KATHLEEN: I'm like, but that's not how I've always known you. And she said, well, I know because nobody's getting it right. So then what was so interesting is Michael sent me a passage in the Zohar and it was about the Shekina and what he sent me was what the Shekinah was.

KATHLEEN: She works with marriages and communication and helping, and she's about joy and happiness. And if you're depressed, she leaves. I'm well, she left me. No, she didn't leave me. I just felt it.

KATHLEEN: Out of it because I called a friend of mine. No, no. What happened is she called me at 5.30 in the morning. I'm like, Ashley, why are you calling me at 5.30 at 7.30? I mean, it's 5.30 here, 7.30 your time. And she butt dialed me in her sleep.

KATHLEEN: Okay. That's weird. But she butt dialed me and then she called and then we ended up on the call because she's like, well, I think I have to call her because Spirit is obviously wanting me to talk to her. And that's how everything started to unfold.

KATHLEEN: It's magical. It was magical. I didn't even know I had all this stuff coming up that was there, that was at the surface of where I am at the moment. But that's what happens. You have to be patient with yourself. You have to give yourself grace. You have to know it's okay, even though your ego is screaming at you.

KATHLEEN: And believe me, mine is screaming right now because it's like, well, who's going to pay my mortgage if I'm not working? And they're like, you're fine. Don't worry about it. Okay. And then we get all this money in yesterday. And then we get three more jobs for the summer. I'm like, okay, so having one job for the summer so far, all of a sudden we have three more jobs.

KATHLEEN: So we have five major jobs coming up. Oh my God. I'm like, I'm going to be fine for the next year because of what we do as an... As I do as an environmental consultant, because even though I'm trying to get out of that world, it still pays my bills while I'm growing and developing what I'm doing. The other thing that Spirit was so kind to tell me is that my focus is wrong.

KATHLEEN: I love those messages too. And you know, you have to take those messages when they give them to you. So even though I'm kind of had that feeling. And then it was like, you are, you got to change your focus and get back into what the real, what's really important. And that's what I'm talking to you today about. It's not about making money.

KATHLEEN: It's not about this because the world is, is very corrupt right now. There's a lot of greed. There's a lot of things being exposed and it's hard. And then you've got the advent of AI doing what AI is doing. And then what are people going to do who are going to lose their jobs because of AI? That means it's time to go inside and find who are you and why are you here?

KATHLEEN: Because our purpose is what are you able to create? Why did you come here? What was your real purpose from coming here? I listened to a podcast this morning where the guy was saying, your desire has to be stronger than your fear so you can have an awesome life versus a mediocre life. And it's what is holding you back.

KATHLEEN: What's keeping you from moving forward? I ask that question a lot when I think I'm doing that. I'm finding out that I'm not doing that. I think I'm doing it, but I'm really not doing it.

KATHLEEN: And it's a fine line. Oh my God, this is such a fine line of what the ego throws at you and what people say to you and what you know to be the truth. And if you can wait it out and sit it out. You will see the truth. And if you stay true to you, that's when everything starts to shift and change.

KATHLEEN: People come to you for a reason. I met Ashley a year ago and we connected. And then Ashley does what Ashley does because that's what we all do. We all do what we do. And then for some reason we started reconnecting.

KATHLEEN: And it's... Perfect because there were things she has to learn and go through. There were things I had to learn and go through. And yet with our separate growth processes, we come back together and all of a sudden it's like the world opens up, like the heavens open up and they're showering down and giving us information and it feels right.

KATHLEEN: Like when I was saying she's talking to women and they're saying, I feel dense and heavy, like I'm out of touch with my body. And she's getting messages that it's time for women to really expose who they are, the dark side and the good side. We are not here for men's pleasure. They think that, but we are not.

KATHLEEN: I'm tired of that because women, we are the, we are the way showers. We change things. We help men become better people. And that saying behind every great man's a good woman, oh no, that is so wrong. It is behind every good man is a great woman.

KATHLEEN: Because women are connected in ways men will never be connected. And even Jesus talked about this.

KATHLEEN: We are connected because we give birth. Our uterus is the universe. And men want to have sex all the time, primarily, because of that energy that they feel. And it's their way to help open the heart. Now, we're connected. That's why we're wacky when we have our menstrual cycles and all that.

KATHLEEN: We're wacky because we are in this hormone thing and we feel everything because we have this heart thing, but we're also in pain and we do things. We do nasty things to ourselves. You know the the abuses women do to themselves and each other is unbelievable. And that's not who we are. That is not what we're designed to be. We're here to help each other.

KATHLEEN: And that's what we're supposed to do. And when we come back into that remembrance of the value of who we are and we stand into it, because there's nothing wrong with women being the caretakers because that's who we are. And the men are supposed to go out there and bring home the food, so to speak.

KATHLEEN: But somehow it's getting twisted and women think that they should be the men and the men should be the women. And that's not what it's supposed to be. Men are allowed to cry. Men are allowed to have feelings. Men are allowed to express that. And that's what women want. But we also want the men to be men because we're crazy.

KATHLEEN: And there is nothing you will ever tell me otherwise. We are crazy people. And what I found when I met Sal was there's something about him that was so. Was destabilizing for me. I wanted to be that female that I always fought against of being home and taking care of the family.

KATHLEEN: Not that I had a family or anything, but it was like, I understood the nurturing side of women, of myself, because he was giving me what I needed. He was helping me to stay calm and balanced. He grounds me so I can soar.

KATHLEEN: And my craziness at one point, he said, it just keeps me calm. I'm like, oh my God. And that to me, that was a beautiful thing to say, but I didn't fully understand it. I still work through whatever issues I have when it comes to men. And believe me, I have plenty from my father. I also know that what I have are skewed messages. And with that, we're going to go ahead and take a quick commercial break.

KATHLEEN: Welcome back, everyone, to The Journey of an Awakening Spirit. This is Kathleen Flanagan, your host, and we're streaming on the Bold Brave TV Network. So in essence, even though I tried to create notes for this and it was similar to what I wanted to say, what came out was definitely different. And some of the things I know I've seen in my notes and I can't.

KATHLEEN: So it's all good. And this is what trusting is. This is what when Spirit is talking to me and I'm in a higher vibrational frequency and trust me, when I'm doing this show, I am usually. I am usually channeling information, even though I may have an outline. That outline, I don't know what I'm going to say within that outline.

KATHLEEN: It's what comes out. And that's what trusting Spirit is all about. So even in the midst of this chaos, and there is a lot of chaos, trust me, just breathe through it. And that's all I can ever say, because even though I was anxious and poor Michael was like freaking out and he's thinking that we have to get off of I-25.

KATHLEEN: Because he didn't know if there was going to be an accident. Just trust those feelings when you get them. There's a reason things are going on.

KATHLEEN: Spirit is always talking to you. It could be how many birds you see in nature. It could be the clouds. It could be a hailstorm. It could be anything. Lights flickering in your house. Sometimes that's about getting your attention. Sometimes you hear voices. Sometimes you don't.

KATHLEEN: But what I know is you it's about trusting you. It's trusting your gut. And if you don't know who to talk to, you can always reach out to me because no matter how bizarre you think your story is, I've been there, done that, and even gone even further than you could ever imagine.

KATHLEEN: And that's what I think is a gift because even Ashley said I can't talk to most people about this stuff because they think I'm weird, but I talked to you and it's like, It's natural and normal. And it's true. It is.

KATHLEEN: We want to ascend. We are going through an ascension process. That means there is more and more light hitting the planet every single day. And every single day is what are you doing to take that in? Because that light is entering your body and it doesn't feel good. Your stuff is in your face. You're looking at it. You're feeling it. Like what happened to me at the grocery store?

KATHLEEN: I think because I can't move or couldn't move whatever this was that my father had on me, even though some of it went out, the deeper, darker stuff that was still there needed more light to come in. And because I was listening to what Spirit was saying, I was seeing the things I needed to see. That meant that that light coming in had to push that out and it went out.

KATHLEEN: Thank you. Thank God. Yes.

KATHLEEN: When you're all of a sudden sweating to death and you got the air conditioner in your car and it's not even hot outside, full blast and you're sweating profusely, and then your brain and you feel like you're losing your mind and you lay down and you're like, whoa, where am I going?

KATHLEEN: It's what it is. And then you start freezing. That was a mini healing crisis, but it was a good thing because healing crises, when the body does that, means that darkness is leaving. Let it go. Do not hold onto it. Just let it go.

KATHLEEN: Bless it in the transmutation and breathe through it. And when you get on the other side, you are going to feel lighter, brighter, happier, and think, wow, I don't know what just happened, but it was cool. But you can always ask.

KATHLEEN: So that's all I have to say for today. And again, the light activation guide is going to be in the show notes. So feel free to get your free copy of that and see what you can do. I also, there's the other guide that I had that I put in last week that I may put the link in there if you're interested in that too, because these are all free.

KATHLEEN: These are based on the talks that I'm getting. This is based on the information spirits giving to help you guys navigate through some of these uncharted waters that you're experiencing. So if you like the show and you want to know when we're coming back on every week, feel free to like and subscribe to it.

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KATHLEEN: There's a list of services and meditations that I have there if you want to take this a little bit further. And I'm also offering a free 15 minute consultation for this. My books, Dancing Souls, The Call, The Dark Night of the Soul, and Awakened are there. You can get them on Amazon and Barnes And Noble also.

KATHLEEN: I will see all of you next week at 4 p. m. Eastern Standard Time. And from my heart to yours, I hope you all have a fabulous week.