What Spirit Wants You to Know When Life Feels Uncertain

There are moments in our journey when the world feels blurry, and our footing unsure. Times when we question everything—our purpose, our progress, and even our place in the grand design. In this deeply personal episode of The Journey of an Awakening Spirit, I shared what it feels like to be in the in-between—the space between letting go of what was and not yet seeing what’s coming.

Life has a way of unraveling us, especially when we’re on the cusp of transformation. In these times, the ego screams for control, while Spirit gently whispers, “Trust me.” Over the last week, I’ve been navigating waves of uncertainty, disorientation, and deep emotional release. From grieving long-held family dynamics to navigating unexpected financial blessings and vehicle issues, Spirit has been asking me to surrender even more deeply.

What became clear is this: uncertainty is not the enemy. It’s the doorway.

There are two energetic doors we’re all faced with—one keeps us spinning on the karmic wheel, repeating lessons, tethered to pain and past contracts. The other leads to ascension, to soul liberation, and to the embodiment of our divine light. Many of us are standing at the threshold of that second doorway, and it’s no small feat to walk through it.

This doorway requires forgiveness—not just the surface-level kind, but a radical letting go. It requires us to untether from emotional bonds, familial patterns, and spiritual contracts, some of which have lingered for lifetimes. My own release was catalyzed by the passing of my father, which triggered a profound shift in my energy field. As I grieved, cried, and honored what had been, I felt an unbinding—of pain, fear, and inherited darkness.

And then something miraculous happened. Unexpected money arrived. The truck repair I feared would cost thousands turned out to be a minor fix. Jobs flowed in. And in that moment, I remembered: Spirit always provides. Always.

When we’re aligned with divine timing, everything we need begins to show up. The key is to trust—not the world around us, but the inner voice guiding us through. Even when the physical body reacts—through illness, heat, chills, or emotional upheaval—it’s not punishment. It’s purification. Your body knows how to release what’s no longer yours.

Tools like sound therapy, sacred movement, crystals, and essential oils can help facilitate these releases. When we move, breathe, and allow ourselves to feel fully, the body shifts. The soul rises. And Spirit rejoices.

Nature also speaks. The appearance of mating doves, a soaring eagle, or a sudden shift in temperature are not random. They’re signs. Invitations. Reminders that the Divine is all around and always communicating with us.

In my reflections, I realized something powerful: we don’t have to die to ascend. Ascension can happen in the body. When we clear our energy, complete our contracts, and release what no longer serves us, we allow light to fully embody us. Just like Mother Mary, who is believed to have ascended in physical form, we too can reach a state of wholeness, right here, right now.

The truth is—this path isn’t easy. It requires grit, grace, and surrender. It asks us to feel things we’ve avoided, to rest when the world says hustle, and to create even when no one’s watching. But I promise you, it is worth every moment. Because as you walk through the doorway of transformation, you become the light you were always meant to be.

So if life feels uncertain right now, remember: you’re not lost. You’re just waking up.

Let yourself grieve, move, breathe, and trust. The new you is already being born.

And Spirit is with you every step of the way.